I just got back from my u/s - still only four follicles, after 7 days of stims. There are really only 3 that look viable, the other one is behind. I may be triggering tomorrow, so there's almost no hope that any more are going to appear.
I am crushed. I was really hoping for at least one or two more follicles/eggs than last time. At most they will get 3 eggs, and it's very likely there will be less. After all of this time and effort, and going to the best clinic money can buy, I'm getting the exact same result as before. I just have to face it, this is the best my body is ever going to do.
I was going to go out and do some things today but the wind has totally been taken out of my sails. I'm too depressed and numb to even cry.
I know that "it only takes one." I know there are tons of stories about women who have that miraculous lone embryo that gets them pregnant. But the basic fact is that this cycle is almost certainly not going to work. I don't even feel like continuing, to be honest with you, but I know that I should just see it through. We've gone this far.
I'm really, really sad.